When she’s babbling on about something. When you’re arguing. When you see her. When you’re with her. When you’re with your friends. When she cries. When shes happy. When she does something you love. After you ask her out. After she says she loves you. After you just kissed her. Before you leave. My point is, whenever you get the chance to kiss her, kiss her. It makes her feel loved.
2011 is almost over. Looking back, it has been a great year! I don’t remember most of the things I did, but I know they’re all memorable.
I can hardly remember. But I know I was able to spend the New Year with my mom. And then being able to get so close with my boyfriend, Brian. I feel like we almost hung out every time we got a chance. I always remember our late-night Denny’s run; it was like 2 or 3 AM in the morning. My sister kept asking me if we were dating but we weren’t. We were good friends.
Wow. I remembered. One late-night phone call with him. I was crying and pouring my heart out for all my fears of taking care of my two sisters. I cannot believe I actually cried in front of him (not literally) and I am impressed he stuck around after that horrifying phone call of your friend just crying. If it were me, I wouldn’t know what to say or do; I’m bad with crying people.
A little while after that, he told me one of his other girl friends was a little emotional because her father died unexpectedly. He said he didn’t know what to do because he didn’t want to be there in case she cries. I’m just laughing all the time remembering this, because he stuck by me when I was crying. But then again, the cry was out of the blue..
And then after that we got even closer as we planned our road trip cross country that happened in July of 2011. Before the road trip, I moved to a new place that’s about 10 minutes away from his place (I used to live like 2 minutes away). My mom and youngest sister came and stayed for a little while. He came over almost every day and my mom got a hinge that if he comes over when school starts, something is happening. She was right!
Brian has been a great friend in the one year we were getting to know each other more as friends. He helps out in so many ways he can and he stands by me and of course other people too. It’s funny that he has liked me the year before he told me he wants to be something more than friends. That’s when I realized that his kind gestures were because he liked me. I thought it was cute and adorable!
He has been a sweet, supportive boyfriend and we believe that God has brought us together for a reason. We don’t know what it is yet, but we’re finding out as we go our ways together.
I am really excited for this new season of my life! I’m really excited for 2012! I think it’s going to be another great year filled with much love, happiness, memories, maybe some sorrows. But who cares? I’m excited to be alive! To be experiencing the Earth as it’s growing old. To grow older, to be adults, to be who I am. To try finishing school and to learn new things!
I hope your year ends greatly, with no regrets or guilt. If there is so, you have another 365 days to make it straight!! :D
“The best love is the kind that awakens the soul, and makes us reach for more. That plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. And thats what you’ve given me. Thats what I’d hoped to give you forever.”—The Notebook (via laughterloveliveforever)