I’m feeling it! The pressure and the adrenaline rush is flowing in my system right now. It really hits me. Everytime I got home from my night classes, I’ve became somebody else. I keep yelling, I keep getting mad at little stuff, and I keep getting so frustrated! Everytime school starts, my patience starts decreasing. It affects me, it affects my sister who always get the spit of my anger..
I’m just a little stressed about my Physio class. The teacher just emphasize how stressful and hard it will be. And how people will eventually drop because they think they couldn’t handle this. But it should be a chill semester for me so I hope I’m gonna have a lot more time to focus more time for this class.
This is not easy! At all.. I wish I stop everything else I’m doing other than my physio class so I can just read all day long. I think I’m gonna start piling up snacks in my room so every time I get bored or hungry, I can still keep concentrate.
Anyway, I need a cheering-up moment for myself! SOON :p
I’m finally done doing the vocab words for Chapter 2 (Cell Physio). Then I’m gonna start on chapter 3—the plasma membrane tomorrow. Seriously, a chapter for that?! Can’t we just leave it at a double-layered membrane that encloses the cell and they’re selectively permeable?!
A great song called “Salib-Mu” (I translated it). It’s such a beautiful song. It reminds me that everything in my life, I should bring it up to the Cross. And whatever the problems are in our life, just remember that the Cross has brought a great salvation for us all.
"You run far from home, think you’ll make it on your own You run fast and slow, but never seem to know where you’ll go To break free from the words that hold you down To escape from the feeling you are lost and can’t be found Lost and can’t be found
Don’t hide your face, you cannot erase The pain that stays in your eyes Lay down your guard, show them who you are Behind your disguise, your disguise.”
This is the song called “Your Disguise” by James Greenspun..
So I just finished this great movie called “Penelope.” It’s made a couple years ago but I just go the time to actually watch it. It’s a really good movie; well it’s a cute story and the guy is cute (with their British accents and blue eyes).. But, the moral of the story is great!
This girl was born with a curse of her family and in order to break the curse, her family and her think that she should get marry with a “blue blood” guy. The rule said that only “her kind” can break the curse but it could be anyone, as long as that person loves her as she is. At the end, she’s the one who screamed that she likes her the way she is the the curse was broken..
You know sometimes we put on this face to hide our true self. We might think that if we reveal our true self, people might not like the way we are. We try to do things that are not “us” exactly just to be accepted. In the middle of the movie, she actually being accepted by the society and they all think she’s a unique being. Maybe if we’re being ourselves, other people will accept us too you know? You know how the old saying goes: “In order to love someone else, one must love oneself first”? Well I think it kinda goes without saying..
How can you love someone else when you can’t even love yourself? How can you learn to love another person when you can’t even learn to love your own self? It’s like you can’t learn about something without experiencing it first, correct? ;p Even though some truths are just learned without experience but most of life aspects, like beauty and love, have many meanings. And a lot of different people define it in many ways!
Well for people who haven’t experienced the beauty of life, the beauty of being in love and loved, don’t rush! Don’t worry because when the time comes, you will learn it all by yourself. It’s better to have hands-on experience than other people telling you to do so!
Imagining how his smile is in my mind, I get this tingling feeling inside.. He can be so cruel but at times he can be so cute! Sometimes he’s avoiding you but at time he would be so lovable! I just want to hold him in my arms forever! And never let him go because I won’t ever find another guy like him! I wrote this as like I’m in love with him but I think I’m just adoring him right now. Listening to Colbie Caillat’s “You Got Me” in a nice day like this makes me too imaginative! Anyway, have a great day everyboody!
It’s only been one week since we started school but somehow the school officials wanted us to take more break. It was a 5-day weekend a.k.a. a Super Valentine’s Day for everyone!
It made me lazy for a little bit there but since I got back yesterday, I feel like there are a lot of things that I need to catch up on. Physio readings, Physio essay questions, Physio review, Chem review, Chem pre-labs, Chem HWs, Pol Sci stuff! A lot of things due in so little time..
But I’m getting excited to do it all! Imagining sleeping at midnight and wake up at 10am; studying, reading, eating lunch, playing all those Facebook games and then getting ready to go to class by 330pm..
The bad thing is I still work in the morning during the weekend; so sleeping at midnight and waking up at 10 won’t work on Thursday and Friday nights. But oh well..
Hmmm I also don’t feel like being soaked in the rain this weekend.. Hopefully it won’t be as bad as MLK Bday week!
Anyway, I gotta run! Sleepinggg so I can be up and be productive tomorrow. BTW, I’m getting paid tomorrow LOL. Kinda excited but I still have to save up to pay for my college tuition.
So this is already the second week of Spring semester! I get more excited as I have to study a lot for my classes. I’m a bit scared for my first Physio test a week from now and I haven’t touched any Pol Sci stuff. Thankfully I bought the online access code that we need for the class..
I kinda dislike how my schedule is a little off than my usual semester. Two night classes, two online classes.. It’s harder to maintain but I’m trying.
I’m actually studying now while Colbie Caillat plays in the background. I love her music by the way! :D Would love to go to her concert someday…